...observations and ramblings from a learner and traveler...

04 September 2013

Beauty in Place


Do I see both the beauty and the potential beauty in the place and among the people where I have been put?

Do I watch for, embrace, and support the image of God here no matter how different it might be from my expectations?

Do I seek to grow to resemble His beauty as reflected here, or do I just see different


18 August 2013

Scripture arrangement related to previous post

14 Sing aloud, O daughter of Zion;
shout, O Israel!
Rejoice and exult with all your heart,
O daughter of Jerusalem!
15 The Lord has taken away the judgments against you;
he has cleared away your enemies.

And David said, “Is there still anyone left of the house of Saul, that I may show him kindness for Jonathan's sake?” Now there was a servant of the house of Saul whose name was Ziba, and they called him to David. And the king said to him, “Are you Ziba?” And he said, “I am your servant.” And the king said, “Is there not still someone of the house of Saul, that I may show the kindness of God to him?” Ziba said to the king, “There is still a son of Jonathan; he is crippled in his feet.”The king said to him, “Where is he?” And Ziba said to the king, “He is in the house of Machir the son of Ammiel, at Lo-debar.” Then King David sent and brought him from the house of Machir the son of Ammiel, at Lo-debar.

The King of Israel, the Lord, is in your midst;
you shall never again fear evil.
16 On that day it shall be said to Jerusalem:
“Fear not, O Zion;
let not your hands grow weak.
17 The Lord your God is in your midst,
a mighty one who will save;
he will rejoice over you with gladness;
he will quiet you by his love;
he will exult over you with loud singing.

 And Mephibosheth the son of Jonathan, son of Saul, came to David and fell on his face and paid homage. And David said, “Mephibosheth!” And he answered, “Behold, I am your servant.”And David said to him, “Do not fear, for I will show you kindness for the sake of your father Jonathan, and I will restore to you all the land of Saul your father, and you shall eat at my table always.” And he paid homage and said, “What is your servant, that you should show regard for a dead dog such as I?”

19 Behold, at that time I will deal
with all your oppressors.
And I will save the lame
and gather the outcast,
and I will change their shame into praise
and renown in all the earth.
20 At that time I will bring you in,
at the time when I gather you together;
for I will make you renowned and praised
among all the peoples of the earth,
when I restore your fortunes
before your eyes,” says the Lord
18 I will gather those of you who mourn for the festival,
so that you will no longer suffer reproach.

Then the king called Ziba, Saul's servant, and said to him, “All that belonged to Saul and to all his house I have given to your master's grandson. 10 And you and your sons and your servants shall till the land for him and shall bring in the produce, that your master's grandson may have bread to eat. But Mephibosheth your master's grandson shall always eat at my table.” Now Ziba had fifteen sons and twenty servants. 11 Then Ziba said to the king, “According to all that my lord the king commands his servant, so will your servant do.” So Mephibosheth ate at David's table, like one of the king's sons. 

(2 Samuel 9:1-11 & Zephaniah 3:14-20, ESV; emphasis mine)

Zephaniah, Sultan Suleiman, and Mephibosheth

  As I've continued to meditate on Zephaniah, yesterday I was struck by one of the most beautiful images of salvation I've seen.  First in 3:14, God calls His people to sing and rejoice and exalt.  Why? They've been cleared of being criminals, and He has removed their enemies.  (Incidentally, their greatest crime which was removed was against God Himself.)  There is no longer any need for them to fear or feel guilt!  They have been saved by the Mighty One who rescues with rejoicing.  The Lord now lives among them!  Indeed, He calls all of them to a great festival.  At this festival, the crippled and the 'black sheep' are honored guests due to His salvation: they are released from oppression and isolation into love and unity.  Furthermore, their forfeited fortunes are restored to them.  Amazing!  
  
  As I pondered this, I wished for a parable or allegory to understand it better, what would it look like for a mighty king to throw a feast for crippled enemies and restore their fortunes, for life... and I got about that far and was reminded of David's treatment of Mephibosheth.  As I read the story again in 2 Samuel 9, I was blown away by the magnitude of the kindness of God as modeled by David.  See, Bethany and I are watching a show about the Ottoman Sultan Suleiman as part of our Turkish learning, and it's completely unthinkable that even such a good and wise sovereign would allow a rival to live, much less bring him to a feast.  Typically, even brothers and stepbrothers might be killed to gain and keep the throne; Suleiman had both his best friend and his oldest son killed when he thought they were threats.  

  So, think of the overwhelming grace of David, the king of Israel, who suddenly has the idea to honor the previous king's family, particularly the line of the previous crown prince!  So, David searches for a potential claimant to his throne in order to 'show the kindness of God to him'!  And yes! that is what he does, he finds Mephibosheth, a crippled grandson of the former King Saul, son of Crown Prince Jonathan.  He tells him to fear nothing and to come eat always at the king's table.  Then, he restores the family fortune to him, a crippled rival who had expected death.  Indeed, that is the kindess of God, a magnificent display of the gospel of the Mighty One's salvation of broken cripple rebels.  


  May our wondering, thankful response to our Sovereign be that of Mephibosheth to his king: And he paid homage and said, “What is your servant, that you should show regard for a dead dog such as I?”  


Scripture arrangement of the related passages: 2 Samuel 9:1-11 & Zephaniah 3:14-20

10 August 2013

Aşkı Bulacaksın - an oldies Turkish love song

  I heard this catchy song in a friend's car a couple weeks ago, so once I figured out how to find it, I wanted to figure out the words.  So, here's my translation of "Aşkı Bulacaksın" which I only completed so I could give it to my wife.  Hopefully, I can improve the translation as my understanding of Turkish idioms improves!  A version of the song performed by Tanju Okan is embedded between my English translation and the Turkish words. 

You will find the prettiest love
Some twilight when you meet her
You’ll find true love, with her
As you come face to face and blush.

Instantly your heart will be ablaze;
Your hand, your foot will dance around.
You will find the prettiest of loves
When the sun sets right as you meet her

You’ll find true love  
You’ll be so tongue-tied
  that you can’t say a word
Everywhere will be brilliant
And those eyes of yours will be dazzled

Don’t ask me what sort
  of issue this is
If you’re in such a state, look at yourself
Don’t whine or complain
  about this sort of love
In the world you've no other joy.

Look! I’ll tell you something.
  Don’t lose your senses.
This is the most beautiful thing in life.
Take care not to forget
  to give ear to your friend,
In the world you've no other joy.

You will find the prettiest of loves…

Instantly your heart will be ablaze;
Your hand, your foot will dance around.
You will find the prettiest love
When the sun sets right as you meet her

You’ll find true love…

 (This song apparently has a completely different meaning than when directly translated from the French original by Dalida “Gigi L'amoroso.”)


En güzel aşkı bulacaksın 
Bir akşamüstü onunla karşılınca 
Aşkı bulacaksın onunla
Göz göze gelip yüzün kızarınca 


Bir anda kalbin tutuşacak 
Elin ayağın dolaşacak 
En güzel aşkı bulacaksın 
Güneş batarken onunla karşılanca 

Aşkı bulacaksın 
Birşeyler söylemek için
  dilin tutulunca
Her taraf aydınlık olacak 

Ve o gözlerin kamaşacak

Bu ne biçim iştir
  diye bana sorma 
Her ne halin varsa kendin gör 
Bu ne biçim aşktır
sızlanıp yakınma 
Dünyada senden mutlusu yok

Bak haberin olsun
aklını kaçırma 
En güzel şey bu hayatında 
Ve sakın unutma
kulak ver dostuna 
Dünyada senden mutlusu yok.

En güzel aşkı bulacaksın... 
Bir anda kalbin tutuşacak 
Elin ayağın dolaşacak 
En güzel aşkı bulacaksın 
Güneş batarken onunla karşılanca 

Aşkı bulacaksın...

*Söz (lyrics): Mehmet Teoman

08 August 2013

My Life, a river

My Life, a river

If my life is like a river, why does it forget the Source?
If my river flows toward the Ocean, shall I select its wanderings?

Shall the burbling spring become a stagnant marsh?
Shall the flowing, living life become a dry creek bed?

Will the river follow grace's path or meander in its own?
Will it plunge and change as waterfall, or pool into a lake?

May it reach the ocean Source in mingled, roaring joy.
Returned: no pantheistic swirl, just Source-exalting thrill.
Purified: never again a cesspool or brackish puddle. 
Energized: receiving, sharing, outpouring Sourced life. 

30 July 2013

Honor, Shame, and Slanting Theology

  In my 'Top Recommendations from 2012,' I listed The Crescent through the Eyes of the Cross as my most thought-provoking book from last year.  It continues to challenge my thinking in a variety of areas, including getting me to read a book called 'Honor and Shame' by Roland Muller (also in  The Messenger, the Message, and the Community.)  This book deals with the topics of guilt-, fear- and shame-based cultures in relation to the Scriptures; most importantly it calls us to see the good news of Christ fully as it speaks to every person's guiltiness, fearfulness and shamefulness before the King and Judge of the universe.

  Most of us who were trained in a Western theological system were not taught to deal theologically with the Gospel outside of a guilt-justification context.  Thus, when people don't feel guilty before God, for instance in an Islamic (shame-based) or animistic (fear-based) culture, we struggle to bring the good news of salvation and true life to them.  Many of us have never felt particularly shamed or dirty before God, simply guilty; or maybe, we've never wondered if the spiritual forces which attack us are stronger than those which defend us.  In either case, the Gospel speaks thoroughly to these issues, as well, of course, as addressing our guiltiness.  And we do want a fully displayed Gospel!

A Tree Leaning on a Graveyard Fence
  This tree, which I walk by daily, reminds me of the dangers of an unbalanced and slanted theology: if the tree were not propped up by the fence, this tree would likely have fallen over long ago.  It seems like the tree lacked even sunlight and therefore grew dangerously.  I hope our theology is not as badly slanted as it feels, but from where I am, it certainly feels as badly slanted as the tree.  The problem is not what has grown; the problem is what hasn't!  

 The Old Testament has tons to say about God's purifying and exalting salvation to a shame-based culture where people feel polluted and unclean before God, but I am just beginning to see much of it for the first time.  The Gospel accounts are similarly filled with Jesus stepping into shamed and outcast peoples' lives and raising them to honor in salvation.  First Peter is another good place to go to consider these Gospel themes.  

 It is in that context that Zephaniah 3:11-12, 18-20 has given me great encouragement. Notice the parts I've bolded which speak directly to this great salvation!

On that day you shall not be put to shame
because of the deeds by which you have rebelled against me;
for then I will remove from your midst
your proudly exultant ones,
and you shall no longer be haughty
in my holy mountain.
But I will leave in your midst
a people humble and lowly.
They shall seek refuge in the name of the Lord
I will gather those of you who mourn for the festival,
so that you will no longer suffer reproach. ...

Behold, at that time I will deal
with all your oppressors.
And I will save the lame
and gather the outcast,
and I will change their shame into praise
and renown in all the earth.
At that time I will bring you in,
at the time when I gather you together;
for I will make you renowned and praised
among all the peoples of the earth,
when I restore your fortunes
before your eyes,” says the Lord.


08 July 2013

Good Gold/Bad Gold?

  The entire rhythm of life changes pretty drastically in Istanbul for the summer months of July and August; this, of course, effects not only our individual lives but also our gathering as Christ-followers. When most of our fellowship that is still here gathered yesterday, we discussed the creation of the world.  We were again struck by the awesome weight and privilege of being made in God's image; how would it change our lives if we lived out the truth that we are (redeemed) image-bearers - it would destroy depression, pride and a multitude of other sins.

  But, we were also impacted by the goodness of God's nurture for His people - seven times declaring that He had made a good world in chapter 1, then, making sure that Adam had the perfect companion because it was 'not good' for him to be alone.  In between these points, two aspects of God's overflowing provision for His people are mentioned: God had every kind of beautiful tree with good fruit grow in the Garden of Eden, and in verses 11-12 while describing the area's geography,

"...Havilah, where there is gold. And the gold of that land is good..." 
 I haven't heard of gold that humans didn't think was good, but this gold was good.  The point of this odd little statement seems to be highlighting the magnificence of God's provision, the wonder of what He gave (and gives) to His people to care for, the greatness of His care for His own.  Just as the trees and the stars praise Him, gold also declares His goodness and glory to us.  May we have gracious understanding and response.

22 June 2013

Our visit to Izmit: capital of the Roman Empire for a few years

This week, Bethany and I got to spend sometime in the Turkish city of Izmit; it apparently has a bad reputation, at least as far as vacation spots go.  When we told our friends we were going away for a couple days to celebrate our anniversary, they were glad.  When we would tell them where we were going, they wrinkled their noses... not a promising start.  But my research told me that it should be a nice, quiet town with a few sights to see if we cared to, so we went.  

İzmit's Landscape
Arriving in the city was not at all promising as the industrial section and the seaport are the first things you see.  However, once we got to the normal part of town it was nice.   Most importantly, it was quiet: it lacked the noise of two small daughters and also the other 20+ million people that normally surround us. Wonderful... If you're ever interested in visiting, I created a public map with a list of Izmit's top sites since there's not much else out there other than the Wikipedia article.

As I referenced in the title, this city was once the capital of the Roman Empire under Constantine.  While it's certainly bigger now than it was then, it also is probably a better vacation spot, at least by today's standards.  

my Google map -  stuff we found to do either by looking beforehand or by finding it there.  

16 June 2013

The Obscured Origin of English Grammar



English doesn’t borrow from other languages. English follows other languages down dark alleys, knocks them over and goes through their pockets for loose grammar.
― James Nicoll


I can't say that I haven't felt the sentiment which inspired this quote as I've taught, or tried to teach, over the last weeks or months. The area which this quote, or its more colorful cousin which concerns English vocabulary and is found in other places online, does not cover is spelling. English orthography (spelling) seems to me and to my Turkish friends and students to be a most unnecessary hinderance to learning the English language.

See, Turkish has nearly perfect orthography.  Certainly, there are some aspects of pronunciation which are not demonstrated in the letters; and while native speakers often don't recognize it, there are some pronunciation differences in practice; but at least the letters all stay in their own region of the ballpark.

Having said all that, thanks to the various English teachers who invested in my learning the boulevards and alleyways of the English language. Your insights are still useful to me.

20 May 2013

Work, without that unnecessary Leadership

I wanted to find a way to tie this post with the previous post, but the topics were slightly too far apart despite both falling under the topics of work and leadership.  I've been reading in Proverbs recently and again came across the verses about the Ant and its hard work, which is related to the way of wisdom.  It is fascinating that the Ant is specifically lauded for doing this without a manager, particularly in light of the generally accepted wisdom regarding leadership being the hinge for everything, an example of which is found in the previous post.


But consider the Ants without a manager in this video:



Finally, some previous pondering on the Ant:


Go to the Ant, if you’re lazy -
    I know it sounds crazy - but watch!
The Ant always works; its jobs never shirks!
    Which, of course, tells you why, if it’s rainy or dry,
When there’s cold or there’s heat, the Ant still has plenty to eat!
 (from Solomon's Proverbs 6:6-8, poeticized by me a couple years ago)